I spoke

4/18/2018

I spoke

I understand failer

more than anyone person on earthits like we're first cousins shoot I knew him at birthcrying because he thought I left him behindnot understand his lingo and him not understanding mineI told him I grew oldI'm no longer a little oneI told him how I fail the F-cat till 12th gradeand how getting pick-on wasint just a phasehow I graduated after leaving my class involuntarilyforcing me to write I wont cuss but sometimesfailer gets the best of me assessing the traitsme and failer sharewe might've been siblingsin our same DNA
by teachers, why try? you too dumb to accomplish
failer listening tentatively trying not to hear me succeed
I told fail that I wont become the man both parents tried to make me
I'm tempered and hot headed and see everybody get a trophy except the one that didnt
how its hard to admire when you know there's envy
trying to stay silent when nobody listening,
see ?!
Failer stop me there and spoke more words than I ever heard
him speak
why try to succeed
you lost with defeat
are you trying to become rich
when dying may come faster than anybody want it too
fix your suit but notice others get hired beforee thee
wear no socks let those nose stick in the air
if nobody cares failer cares
because I care
traditions get lost when changes come
so stop in those tracks sti down and relax
remember to look up in the clear blue
and when its time to sleep forver
remember this Calvin
failer

I remember being told

Calvin, yes?

never left you